i am wasting my time. Wrong. My mum is wasting my time....

I want to mug. She wants me to slack. When i want to slack, she wants me to mug. Can you **** off? Wth. I can plan my own time, I know what to do, I know what is required of me. 

Stop controlling me. I am already stressed out. And now you are wastimg my time. I am worried whether I can get a scholarship since i do not take a h3 subject. Keep my fingers crossed that I can get one. It will be a big burden off your shoulders. 

I hope i pray that I can do whatever I can, whatever I want to meet the high expectations that I have set for myself.

Jesus take the wheel..

 I guess I am better at futsal than soccer. And that I hate presentations, i love doing econs essay outlines and i simply adore maths, chemistry and my rabbit =))))

Random

CNY is fun! =)

Networking is fun!

Keeping in touch is fun! 

Talkig rubbish is fun!

And most importantly mugging is fun! 

Peace out =)

I am really dem sian. I wont be free next thurs zzz =(((

Haha I made a promise to my mummy........

LALALA oh well..

 I have been very frustrated recently. I have studied, but things just do not turn out the way I want... Life is like that. Haha it never seems to give you what you want....

Anyway Moses tan sent out flowers to his friends from other jcs. haha sorry I do not intend to send any =P
because I am an idiot heh.. Ok whatever I am high now. feeline very happy =)))

My grandma is very upset. Two of her good friends have passed away.........

She doesn't know when it would be her turn. I am praying that day will never come...

I am too afraid that I would lose you. 

My rabbit seems sick. SO listless, but the way it sleeps is just so cute!! 



Anyway I am very irritated with everything that is disturbing me. COme on leave me alone! I wanna study! 

I have better things to do with my life and the world has many other issues that require our concern instead of us just concerned about our own knitty gritty problems. Have the big picture in mind right? Whatever... I am just irritated.

 I am really sick and worn out. I do not feel like blogging. Ok this is ironic...

Somehow when I saw you walk past, felt as if I have let a gem slip by...

But whatever, A-levels!!

I do not know what is so wrong with me today. I do not know whether it is because of whatever happened over the alst few days which culminated in today's explosion. I really do not know. It is really terrifying how foul my temper can be. I am really very sorry to whoever is involved, but i do not think that person will know of this blog anyway heh.

ok so yup the news is that I have been sick for quite a while already. Ulcers, sore throats, slight fever, body aches and other grouses over the past week and a half. I do not know. Maybe my body is just becoming frail and I wonder when my eyesight will fail me, when the flotus (did i spell correctly) that I see will eventually result in my retina snapping... I really do not hope so because I do not want to go blind..

Arrgh never mind. On a brighter note, I am keeping up with my work (hopefully) because I understand most of what is being taught during tutorials now and I have approached my tutors for help[ when necessary. good Job! AHAHA

Now it is back to chem worksheet >< While my sis is watching a magic show -_-

P.S I have three ulcers on my lips (stupid ppl kissing on the bus---disgusting) and two ulcers in my mouth and I think I am running a temperature, but who cares? I still went for pe for the record. Madness.

Sam Kwek sucks! AHAHA joking 

 My first post is to antagonise leon. Leon sucks! : from the ever handsome rabbit. HAHA joking